Mother Jamfar

* clears throat * Okay, okay I guess it's safe to say I'm back to blogging. It's been years since I came on here just to spill my life. I honestly think I was spilling my life. Talking about some of my past. Past that still haunts me. But. lets talk about Today. More specifically, right now. My children are replaying this youtube video because they think this girl jumping with the monkeys on the bed is the funniest thing in the world. So I'm here trying to get my mind off the TV on full volume and the chip crumbs underneath my feet. My house is literally a disaster right now. OMG, I totally glanced to my left and saw the pb&j and banana I gave to my baby to snack on, scattered all over the floor... heeeeelp me. I decided to start writing again because throughout the years I've neglected to be on here, I have been on Instagram sharing my life like a (non) professional writer. I love it. For that reason I decided to jump back on here. I felt the space on...

Hey everyone. I've had blogger for almost a year and I still don't know to work it. Literally spent a hour trying to change my little introduction.  Aghh. Anyway I really never introduced my self in case you don't follow me on Instagram. I thought I might do that on another post. Today I felt that it was time to share some stories of myself before I became a mother. I won't sugarcoat so it might be a little raw. . . . Of course from the beginning, My dad (my heart) and my mother met in San Antonio years ago. My mother is from Mexico and my father is from Tehran, Iran. That is in the middle east right next to Iraq. I know right, crazy. Two people from opposites sides of the world meeting in a large city. Well fast forward they got married and had two beautiful daughters. I didn't understand at the time, I was around 5 years old, when my father left out of the country to visit my dying grandfather why I had a new "uncle" coming around the house. Well a...

Hey everyone, It's been a while, but that's okay. Today was a little over the top, a little hectic. I've been home from school for the last week and it's been exhausting. You would think I would be only relaxing, like sleeping in, well I have sort of. I also have my daughter here so sleeping in doesn't exist after 10am. Maddison has been out of daycare with me and goes back when I start school next week. Okay well anyways, Joshua went to school like the usual 7:30am ish. His dad drop him off so I could sleep in again and I'm like yeaaah buddy, but it wasn't enjoyable. I have been trying to get over this horrible cold from a week ago and I'm congested like no motha. I even got my preggo neighbor sick, sorry adriana. So my sinuses is killing me and then I have maddison asking for cereal over and over. Normally big brother helps her with that :( So I get up having to wash the dishes from last night. Don't you guys hate doing that, you think its a brea...